Blind??

There is something wrong with me.. How can I feel as if i come back to my degree. So study oriented,lonely,questionable...

Its like backward curve..and its bad sign,right?
Its so difficult to read the world,find wisdom (hikmah),like what I did for these months ago. i think KL's life is so comfortable..so i couldnt read..

Okay..its just justifying..

Actually i am far from my Alqur'an..Although I still recite it and memorize it..but my qur'an actually doesnt exist in my heart..

there is something wrong...
i am blind...
i could not read the sign love of Allah in my around